Yesterday I received the book from Cindy Tien – Inside.

I met Cindy in 2012 when I was in Mary Kay. I was attracted to her by her poise and how she is as a person since then and thankfully she is my facebook friend and I also follow her on Instagram, I get to see her updates now and then online and got to see her publishing her first book. I knew I had to get it.

There is this part where she mentioned a lot of raw things I believe it will be raw throughout I just started reading then I got reminded of how much times I recently got to know from so many adults that the number 1 thing they value the most now is this: PEACE.

Even the president of shopify also said PEACE is what he values the most. The word that comes out is never – more work, more money, more food, more kids, more bags, more cars, bigger house, better titles, more holidays, nope. it is just this 1 word- PEACE.

And in her book and another book I’m currently led to read The Art of Possibility + interviews I’m led to watch also mention how we are expected to be doing worthy things to and of the world that measures to success I got to know how a lot of ppl are wired to constantly be on the work mode to prove their worth in the society and as a useful person in the society.

Then I want to say Thank You Jesus for allowing everything that happened happen to me to allow me to be in my current state because of how busy and overwhelmed I was before. because of how much countless times I asked myself if I’m just working to eat, work so hard for what ah. because of how packed my work used to be for such a long time, because of how to me even if I have 1 job a day, my whole day is gone and because it was my own business and rejecting business = rejecting money it was hardddd for me before.

The me now don’t want to work so hard anymore. Time freedom is so needed and precious to me to just be and I always have a lot of things I want to do even reading matters to me now as long as I am led to I know there are things inside to learn that will be useful for me. In 2021 after covid slowly open up to let us work, I was living my dream life from Primary school to work 3-4 days a week and rest 3-4 days a week. 1 day when my friend asked, how are you? I said good I’m now living my dream life to work 3-4 days a week and resting 3-4days a week and she replied, ‘this is lazy people’s mindset’. Woah this sentence fired me up. I asked God to fill up my schedule every month and He really did. And that few years of busyness and overwhelm makes me now actually scared to be too busy. Before I kept saying I’m overwhelmed not burnt out. but now I think I was burnt out and now scared to get burnt again.

Because of this fear I feel very happy and ok to not work and just enjoy my days now also very thankful for the choices I made before and for the people I got to meet like George and Rachel and for having no kids so I can have my peace living my days. And I don’t feel guilty at all too for living like this coz I have been fired up before by saying Im lazy I know I’m not a lazy person, sometimes I will worry for my future but yet I know I have the skills to make money and trust that God only has His best plans for me and everything has it’s time and season too.. Trust and surrender.